It seems everything doesn't turn out right today....somehow a feeling of "friday thirteen"....i'm a bit feeling lost and empty...i'm not sure if my career,family and peers are going well for the next few years...God will lead the way but not for a person like me,who is not worth it.I don't feel any remorse though i still carry on with useless activities and leading a good-for-nothing lifestyle...
When will i walk back turn back?
Will i ever know how to differieniate between righteous and sin?
Will i ever learn to be more like you?
Will i ever run the extra miles to fight for my happiness???
Will i open up the doors again?
I am repeating my mistakes again and again...When is the day when i finally grow up to be a strong believer??For the past few years,i kept falling back and became worse each day..
I am really thankful that i have people around me who is still showing their care and concern each day....Thank You Father!
