Stupid!!!

I am already so stressed liao...Why must all happen at one time????I feel guilty and bad....Please give me a absolute answer..i dunwan to guess and to hurt more people ard me...Hopefully everything will turn out the most beautiful and right one...Claudius!!!!Missing u ...I miss my mum's cooking..I miss my nephew...I want to have a short getaway..!!
Can anything under the sun make my day happier????
Happy Christmas Everyone!~!~!

Listening Stuttering....
There's a whole lotta things that I will forgive But I just can't take a liar I was by your side till the very end Till you pushed me in the fire I tried to believe you but something is wrong You won't look in my eyes tell me what's going on It's you and me against the world That's what you said, that's what you said If you can't be honest with me Then I'm afraid this is the end

Chorus

Hurry up, hurry up If you ever really cared about me Tell the truth, give it up You sound guilty cuz you're stuttering
You can tell me this, you can tell me that But don't say you don't remember Cuz I know you better than you know yourself So don't say I'm crazy, I know very well It's you and me against the world That's what you said, that's what you said If you can't be honest with me Then I'm afraid this is the end Chorus I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now The-uh-uh best thing you can do for me is just spit it out I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now Stop stop stuttering your words It's only making you look worse

To smile or not??

Why must you keep doing silly things??? Back to Reality.....Wake up...It's not a dream i know ...????You are the only exception....????

Xiao Hua and Xiao Lian

The person whom i am writing about is my most loving colleague cum friend that i knew in my Citi Life...She's a sweet guilible ,hmmmm a bit naive i guess....But still, Smart at socialise in Club and Ktvs...Hahaha .....That's the reason why we look quite a like and stick like Supper glue together... to the extend ppl thought Xiao hua like me....hee...Whenever i am feelin down or despair,she's seem to be a part of me...She seems to know i'm down and unhappy...Her smile and happy-go lucky personality really cheer me up....

ThaNK God for letting her into my life....I must say i must cherish and treasure such a peer plus companion...Oops...Hua ...you must be drooling while reading the post....LoL...

I miss shopping,gossiping,chatting over the phone,singing,swimming and sleeping hahaha together....

Xiao Hua Fiora Ngeo.....love u lots....

Recent Activities

Been soooo long sinxce i met my loving classmates....I miss geraldine...why r u so busy???Belle pls upload all the dramatic and fun pix that we took...

Hmmm....I'm starting to adapt to my working environment liao...mayb due to more new comers and i felt more belonged to the team....Next tuesday i will be having Christmas party at work...should be quite a happinging one cos we are having a theme to go along with...Yawns..dun know why i always stay up till so late,getting old faster ...

Below will be the most updated photos of me and my peers...

i MISSED my daughter...Mummy loves you...you'll understand one day when u grow up...

Yue bao and Lian

Vincent & Evon

More upcoming events to be updated!...

PS":Am i the right one for you???

Bliss in the midst...

Haven been getting enough sleep since mths back..Ysterday felt so blissed when i have the chance to sleep for 15 long hours.....haven been uploading and blogging since Aug i guess...I missed the times when i can spill out all my ups and dwns to my close friends...lets meet up real soon! and especially i miss my ex-colleagues in Citi. They are a bunch of hyper and happening ppl! Some pix below which was taken during my birthday celebration this year,organised by my dearie:Xiao Hua...someone who cares and loves me lotz....hee

I miss my claudius toh yi zhen..haven been seeing her for a long time..Ah Poh what's you doing????Hee...

Been loving this song:Akon- Be with you

Citibankers-SLAU

Lian And Bao

Me & Jessica

Xiao Hua and I

2 bodyguards standing beside me,making me so tiny!luv it!

Now already 5am and i'm still online...wanna turn in liaoz...gd nite ppl!!!

Not a smooth day.

It seems everything doesn't turn out right today....somehow a feeling of "friday thirteen"....i'm a bit feeling lost and empty...i'm not sure if my career,family and peers are going well for the next few years...God will lead the way but not for a person like me,who is not worth it.I don't feel any remorse though i still carry on with useless activities and leading a good-for-nothing lifestyle...

When will i walk back turn back?

Will i ever know how to differieniate between righteous and sin?

Will i ever learn to be more like you?

Will i ever run the extra miles to fight for my happiness???

Will i open up the doors again?

I am repeating my mistakes again and again...When is the day when i finally grow up to be a strong believer??For the past few years,i kept falling back and became worse each day..

I am really thankful that i have people around me who is still showing their care and concern each day....Thank You Father!

Recent updates

I am tired,restless and moodless. I need some energizer to keep me alive.

Feeling so helpess sometimes....dunno why am i here alone waiting for hopeless directions.

falling sick.dread.yawns.nite

MIA...

Hihi..have been busy and have nt been updating my blog..it's alrdy 2am and i'm not yet sleep..i am drenched and stressed..i need to reflect on myself once again..i guess i haven fallen into a deep hole again,...i

Praying hard for a renewal!